Pick 8 random friends you feel comfortable around. (including yourself for number 4).

1- Shannon.
2- Allison.
3- Bethany.
4- Me.
5- Maria.
6- Lauren.
7- Kelsey.
8- Shruti.



These eight people you just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year. There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up. If you had to choose a person for every question below, write down which person it would be.

There are four rooms, who would be in each room?

-room 1 - Shan and me.
-room 2 - Beth and Al.
-room 3 - Shruti and Kelsey.
-room 4 - Maria and Lauren.

If there was someone singing in the morning who would it most likely be?
SHANNON.

If you wanted candy really badly and all of the 7 in the house had some, who would you take it from?
Shannon. Or Maria.

If two people were caught making out in a closet who would it be?
Lmfao this wouldn't happen.

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth (every) morning, who would it be?
Bethany. "Guys, I still smell like Funyuns!"

There was two bags of chips bought at the store, but 20 minutes later they are gone. Who ate them?
Bethal Shalaire.

Who would hate being in the house the most ?
Shannon.

Someone swept all the dirt under the rug, who was it?
Do you mean like. Pushed the dirt under the rug? Or picked up the rug and swept...
I don't know.

If there was arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing?
Lol, if we're still in middle school, Maria, Lauren, and me. Otherwise, something petty between Shan and me.

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasn’t in the house with them?
Bethany.

You walked down stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on the table in there Leopard Thong, who is the crazy one?
Hahaha.

A pillow fight broke through, who started it?
Maria. Or Allison if it's past midnight.

Theres a marathon of your favorite tv show. Who would be watching it with you?
Shan and Al.

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who was the kid?
Kelsey or Maria.

There’s a prankster in the house that put plastic on the two toilets in the house, who are the pranksters?
Um, whoever they were would have a black eye and a bloody nose because I'd punch them in the face.

The musics too loud, who turned it up?
Laur or me.

Theres a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house,
a)who is the first one to scream?
b)and who is the one to jump into someone's arms?
c)who would be the one to kill it?

a) Allison.
b) Allison.
c) I don't think any of us would kill it. I could see some of them like ushering it outside. Shan, Maria, Kelsey.

Someones crying, who is it and what happened?
Allison because of something sad on tv. Or frustration.

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire?
Fuck pancakes.

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house?
Oh my god. Shan would get sick of me, I know it.

Someones tanning on the roof who is it?
Lol, Kelsey. That picture from Nashville.

Who is the tallest in the house?
ME.

Who is the shortest in the house?
Shruti or Franj.

Who is the loudest?
ALLISON.

Who is the clown?
ALLISON.

Who is the most respectful?
Shruti or Laur.

Who is the one you go to talk to the most?
Shan.

Who is the one that always comes up with stupid ideas?
Shruti. Blow Up Day.

Whos in bed first?
BETHANY.

If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans who would it be?
Is it January 1st?

Who is always dancing?
Allison.

Someone has the same sweater as you, so you get mad at them and who is it?
I wouldn't get mad. But Kelsey and Shruti and I all have some of the same clothes. Maria too.

You spilled ice all over the kitchen floor, who would be the one to slip on it first?
Lauren.
What a lame ending.


HONEST SECTION
Honestly, what color is your underwear? White, green, pink...
Honestly, whats on your mind? I have Party in the USA stuck in my head.
Honestly, what are you doing right now? Nothing.
Honestly, have you done something bad today? Not that I can think of.
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Not usually.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Shruti.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Eh.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? People being asses.
Honestly, do you bite your nails? Not unless it's awkward. And I do it and act like it's a habit, but that probably makes the situation more awkward.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Yes.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? No?
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? No.
Honestly, does anyone like you? No.

CAN SECTION
Can you blow a bubble? Nope.
Can you dance? LOL.
Can you do a cart wheel? Barely. Or only in the FA wing.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? Probably not.
Can you touch your toes? Yes.
Can you whistle? Negatory.
Can you wiggle your ears? Bear can.
Can you wiggle your nose? Bear can.
Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
Can you make a clover with your tongue? No, but you should see my frenulum.

ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you’re mad? Cry. Tell my mom. Tell Allison. Repeat.

TEAR SECTION
Ever really cried your heart out? Yeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? Unfortunately.
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder? Yes.
Ever cried over the same sex? Yeah, technically.
Do you cry when you get an injury? I'm tough as nails, bitch.
Do certain songs make you cry? Totally depends on my mood at the time.
Do certain movies make you cry? UHH. UP.

HAPPY SECTION
Are you usually a happy person? I haven't been, but I'm trying to change myself, you know?
What makes you the happiest? Laughing with my friends. Knowing I'm loved.
Does being with your friends make you happy? I...just said that.
Do you believe in yourself? I should.
Do you wish you were happier? Yeah, see the first question here.
Is being happy overrated? No? Wtf.
Can music make you happy? Of course.

LOVE SECTION
How many times have you had your heart broken? Zero.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them? Yes.
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’ to you? Yes.

HATE SECTION
Do you actually hate anyone? Nope.
Ever made a hit list? Not legitimately.
Have you ever been on a hit list? Probably.
Are you a mean bully? Sure.
Do you hate George Bush? Pretty much.

SELF-ESTEEM SECTION
Is your self-esteem extremely low? Eh. It could be better. Could be worse too, I suppose.
Are you good looking? I don't think so. But there are some times where I say, "Damn. Thank god I look better than I did back then."
Do you wish you could be someone else? I have.

PHYSICAL SECTION
What is your current hair color? Auburn.
Current piercings? One per ear
Have any tattoos? Nope.
Straight hair or curly? Straight and boring.
What shirt are you wearing? Aeropostale grey tank.
Pants? Aeropostale pajama shorts.
Shoes? Bare feet.
Necklace? None.

HAVE YOU EVER SECTION
Hugged someone? Omg srsly who hasn't.
Been on the phone until the sun came up? Almost.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? Nope.
Laughed so hard you cried? Love that.
Got in a fight with someone? Again, omg srsly who hasn't.

LASTS SECTION
Person you talked to in person? My mom.
Person you talked to online? Christa.
Person you talked to on the phone? Shruti...
Person you hugged? Gosh I don't know.

RANDOM SECTION
Do you like surveys? Obviously.
Do you get along with your parents? Yes, I actually do.
Do you have mental breakdowns? Lmao yeah.

CURRENT SECTION
Current mood? Blah.
Current music? None, actually.
Current hair style? Long/down.
Current crush? Zac.
Current thing I ought to be doing? Packing?
Current windows open? Safari and iChat.
Current desktop picture? OMGZAC.
Current book? The Da Vinci Code.

DID SECTION
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school? No.
Did you ever run away from home? No.
Did you ever want to be a doctor? Yes.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? No.

DO SECTION
Do you know how to swim? Yep.
Do you like roller coasters? LOVE.
Do you own a bike? It's kind of Grace's.
Do you think you could eat the stuff on those reality shows? LMFAO NO.

DOES SECTION
Does hair loss run in your family at all? No?
Does your car get good gas mileage? Yuhhh.
Does your family have family picnics? No. Thank god.

HAVE SECTION
Have you ever been on a plane? Duh.
Have you ever been asked out by someone? Yep.
Have you ever been to the ocean? Of course.
Have you ever painted your nails? Obviously.

HOW SECTION
How did you find out about Facebook? Danielle.
How many people are on your friend’s list? 582.
How many of them have you met in person? Most of them. Some of them I'll be meeting soon. The other's I've either gone to school with or am actual friends with them.
How much money do you have on you right now? Literally? None.

LASTS SECTION AGAIN
Last person you hung out with? Bethany. No. Rachel.
Last thing someone said to you? "Thanks." Or Christa says "That song is awful."
Last time you slept in all morning? LOL.
Last thing you said out loud? "This is bullshit."

WHAT SECTION
What are you listening to? NOTHING.
What is the weather outside? Um. It's night. And it's not raining.
What radio station do you listen to? 96.1, if anything.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? Moe's.
What was the last thing you had to drink? Water.
What was the last movie you watched? Uhhh Nick and Norah's Infinitely Boring Playlist.

WHO SECTION
Who is your newest friend you added to Facebook? Steve.
Who was the last person you IM’ed? Christa.
Who was the last person you took pictures of? Errrr. David Cook?

So I haven't updated this in a really long time. And you know there's something for me to say when I update this.

School is finally over. This has been the worst year of my life. And I'm not even exaggerating. It sickens me. Everyone's heard about the English teacher issue. The permanent sub....started out fine. Before we knew it, it felt like we were being treated like 5 year olds. It was such nonsense, I stopped even pretending to listen. World cultures just got worse and worse. My record for latest night due to world cultures was 3:30. Great. I was literally failing chemistry at one point. I can't seem to understand why my class gets to be the last class who has the most ridiculous teachers right before they retire. But it's the honest truth. I honestly could not be happier to see summer finally come.

This summer kind of sucks. You wouldn't think it would at all. After such a shitty year, with all the new movies that are coming out, with the Harry Potter insanity in July, with the learning to drive, it's seemingly awesome. But, hi. Pessimist Claire has arrived. A huge majority of my friends are all out of town at the same time, many of them for weeks at a time. Sucks that this is the summer where we aren't going anywhere for more than a weekend. And believe me. There are like 492995 weekend trips that have been planned. Great. So basically, I'm by myself which is really awesome. And then there's the assload of summer homework that is currently collecting dust in the corner of my room. I refuse to even look at it. It makes me sick. Cool. Really  cool. I still don't understand why we're punished for being smart all year long AND in the summer too. Like 9 months of school isn't enough or something. Believe me. It's plenty.

I recently asked myself why I've been attached to a senior for the past two years now. Last year was crazy. But there was only one. This year there were two which is double the fun, I guess. And that's really great. Well, they're absolutely amazing people. Don't get me wrong. But I never realized how much it sucks until we had the week when the seniors were done and we still had school. Oh my god. More dreadful than usual. Graduation hasn't hit me yet. It's been over two weeks. I'm really impressed cause last year I was a total wreck on FC graduation day. I've made it two weeks wiwth SF graduation and I'm okay....now. It'll hit me soon. I'm waiting. Not like that's a thing to be excited for. I guess it's an added proof for me that these people mean everything and that I love them so much.

People really disappoint me. I've had my share of ridiculous friends over the years, and I've thought someone had reached the highest of highs (or lowest of lows maybe?)on the NONSENSE scale. It absolutely kills me that a friend and I can be so close for what seems like a long time, but all of a sudden, I lose every ounce of respect and trust I had for them. It takes a lot for me to want to get rid of someone like that. Some people can say that they know that I'm too forgiving at times and will do anything to fix a friendship. But I never thought I would find someone that I'm just not willing to go that extra mile to be friends again. It's even more ridiculous when the person is completely oblivious to your thoughts about them. I'm really tired of broken promises too. Gosh. There are some people that I DO forgive too easily. Basically, people are the biggest disappointment ever.

I don't know. It's bittersweet. Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life. Yeah, it is. Thanks, The Verve.

THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN THIS SUMMER

1. Get money
2. Learn to drive
3. Get a car from repo man cousin
4. Read all 6 Harry Potter books before the 7th comes out
5. Watch all 4 Harry POtter movies before the 5th comes out
6. Finish my coloring books from this past school year (Little Mermaid, Princesses, and Dora the Explorer)
7. Not be so pale
8. Finish my homework before the day before school starts
9. Cedar Point
10. Get my yearbook signed by the people that I need to sisgn it/sign their yearbooks

Wow I'm already updating again? Some shitty stuff must be going on.

I am so sick. Not in the "Oh get me drugs I'm dying" sick either. I am so sick of everything. Fed up. Done with it all. I need a vacation.

I am so dreading the end of this school year while at the same time I'm counting the seconds. This is the most miserable school year of my life. But I have so many senior friends this year. Not just at my school either. I knew this year would be tough without the 06 seniors. And I think some aspects were harder for me than others. But this will be really hard with the seniors from my school. It's ridiculous that most of my friends are older than me. SUCKS. Maybe it will be easier for me because I'm expecting the worst. This year was full of thousands of instances where I was mislead...misled? Whatever. It's gonna be rough. The people that are leaving are the people that brighten my day the most and make me really happy. I don't know. I don't like to think about it but it's always in the back of my mind. Our school will go downhill so quickly when they walk out those doors for the very last time. Once the last one is out, we'll basically be handed over to.....the devil. Think of the worst thing. That's what we'll be dealing with.

People and their boyfriends are SO stupid. Let me rephrase that. GIRLS and their boyfriends are SO stupid. I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. But I honestly don't want to hear you gushing about them 24/7. I hope you'd never take a boyfriend over your friends either. That's just ridiculous. Don't you even say something like I wouldn't understand. I do understand. I understand how to treat people especially those who are my friends. Maybe it's a jealousy thing that I'm holding over all taken people at the moment. Probably not though. I want a fucking boyfriend of my own.

I have so many worries on my mind at once. It can't be healthy for someone to be this worried and stressed this young. I realize how I'm way too young for so much of this. I'm not ready. As I look at myself in the mirror right now, the glasses and braids staring back at me are the only proof that I need to see that my life is going way too fast. David Early was right. Flowing is most definitely necessary. People are assuring me about some things that are gonna go down really soon...within the next few months. They're telling me that it's gonna go my way. I love the fact that people are supporting to me. But I can't let it get to me. I can't get confident. I'm also way too shy and have this problem where I'd rather do something in front of complete strangers than my best friends. Please explain that one. I don't make sense to myself. I have procrastination issues. I have issues with detesting people. I honestly need a reality check or something.

I continue struggling without you know who. It breaks my heart thinking of what we used to be and realizing how things have changed. People say that distance brings you closer. Bullshit, you fucking asshole. It separates you even more because you don't know anything about each other anymore and you don't know what to talk about. I don't like searching for things to say. It's really sad to think that just a few months ago, I basically had a coronary when I didn't get a text in one day. It happened today. Well, technically it was yesterday. It's 1:40. But what I'm saying is that it doesn't even phase me anymore. There was a week with no talk whatsoever. Not to mention how upset I still am. I know things. I can find out. Don't put it past me. Noopur knows what I'm talking about.

I just don't really know anymore. I would love for things to go in the right direction for once. Please. It's funny how life goes from being amazing to miserable so quickly. I hate it. I HATE it.